Cheater

I want to sing it out. Let everybody hear.
Let it out and then see it disappear.
I want it to be there, to be known
I don't want it only for my own.
I want to scream, to sing it out.
but what is quiet is my mouth.
Only growing is this burden
inside of me it's digging further.
I don't sleep so well at night
in my dreams it's way too light.
Stroke my hair oh baby sweeter
when i tell you I'm a cheater.